Login With Facebook Or Please Join Naijapals! or Login << Back to confessions Confession I am at the lowest hebb of my life now, nothing excites me any longer. Have lost everything in life. Right from my childhood, have been unlucky. I missed an opportunity to gain admission into Unibadan in 2008 having being luckily called for admission among many applicants.Got to know later after the exercise had finished. It was devastating. Later I got admission the following session but through distance learning mode.My life started smoothly until I joined army 2012.I served for some years before I got dismissed due to AWOL.I left my duty post in North east without permission due to my final year exams i had in 2015.When i got,I was summarily dismissed. My life shattered that moment.From 2016 till now,have been leaving from hand to my mouth.I could have received my result but spilled over courses won't allow me.I just got lucky this year with it as I have cleared all my carry over courses.It is not an easy ride at all.During this period of joblessness, I lost my dad to cold hand of death,my girlfriend desert me.life is really unfair to me.My pain now is that all my colleagues are all ahead of me.My army colleagues have been giving promotions at work,my contemporary at school have all long graduated and start job with nice life. At 29,I felt it is all over for me.The hard luck have been from cradle. The feeling am having now is really suicidal. For the first time in my life ,I felt hopeless,no work,no friends ,just suicidal.The little security guard work am doing is being terminated. Am just managing that work for almost 2 years since in lost Comments:~ 5 years ago
Ufuoma_ said: Mr. Man They say the ability to move beyond adversity, life difficulties, or any form of traumatic experience, is resilience. Yes, we know that you have been through tough situations. But at the same time, you need to stop dwelling in the past, because it will only led to depression. Is about time you move past the stage when things did not work out right for you. And start thinking positively while striving towards your purpose in life. Life is a daily struggle, you have to be mentally strong, and be positive .things will gets better. 2 likes ~ 5 years ago
apprehended said: Guy Sorry but u make no heffin sense. I suggest u retool ur godam story. No offense dude. no likes ~ 5 years ago
elusakin said: .... The moment apathy about life sets it, know that you' re suffering from acute depression. Visit a psychiatrist ASAP. no likes ~ 5 years ago
AmSwizkid said: am gonna be the next rated,.... upcoming artist SWIZKID said i have been working so hard and praying very well,so i have no doubt of being the next rated artist cuse god has finally answer my prayer n give me this hit coming soon......get ready for the jam 1 likes ~ 5 years ago
excel81 said: Congrats I can boldly tell u that you are at the verge of breakthroughs. Don' t give up . Never compare yourself with others, cos you are not them and you are unique. Your glory , Blessings and greatness is very different from theirs. Keep trying and stay put. Never give up 1 likes ~ 5 years ago
EmmanuelKor said: You are not alone Bros, your story is very pathetic, but I want to assure you that, it' s just a storm and it will soon be over. God has not finished with you yet. Keep looking unto Him. And above all, be prayerful. no likes Add CommentPlease Login To Add Comment<< Back to confessions Write a confession |
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